rarely do i feel so compelled, as i do now, to tell you about a book i’m reading…
have you ever read a book that just broke your heart? have you ever read a book in one (or, two sittings) and could do nothing else until you finished it? and then, once you’ve finished that book… you’re left feeling so empty because you’re done and what do you do with yourself now? have you ever read a book that was so good and moved you in such a way that it seems like your soul wrote that book? have you ever read a book that changed you… your thought pattern… your way of existing within this world?
i have… actually, there are a few… but, today, i want to tell you about one that i’ve not even finished yet.

my sister sent me danzy senna’s newest book as a birthday gift. where did you sleep last night? a personal history. we’ve both read her other two books… caucasia and symptomatic… and silently love danzy senna. i think we see ourselves in her writing… in her books… and, when you’re a multiracial kid… that’s a big deal! so, in my bubble that is western mass i hadn’t heard she wrote a book about herself… and her history… so, when it arrived in the mail i was surprised and pleased and overwhelmed.
it took me several months to pick up the book… and, i did so today… and, i’ve only just put it down because i feel so compelled to tell you about this book.
but, the thing is… i don’t even know what to say about it… because it’s just that good and just that important… and, well, it’s just so personal.
with every chapter my heart breaks a little more… i’ve, already, fought back tears in public three times, laughed out loud a couple of times on the bus, and seen my own childhood and my own self reflected in this book.
i’m not going to draw out all of the comparisons and similarities… because, in reality, i think i could do that with any half black/ half white kid who grew up with a single white mother… (yes, just like our president). but, it’s so much more than that…
really, to understand what i’m trying to say… you should just read this book! i’m serious, you really should!
this book is the true… heart breaking work of a staggering genius… (i am, if you’ve not guessed it, not a fan of dave eggers at all… i think he’s a pompous, self- indulgent turd… but, that’s another story for another day)